Understanding

UNDERSTANDING,

 

THE UNIVERSE(ABLE) PRINCIPAL OF KNOWING,

AN INSATIABLE HUNGER,

AS TO SAY THAT AN INTER STELLAR BALANCE COULD BE ACHIEVED BY BECOMING-GOD LIKE…

AND I CHASE AFTER THE WONDER,

THE FAILURE OF COURSE,

HAS BORN MY DOGMATIC REGRESSION INTO A STATIC STATE OF THOUGHT,

COMPLACENT…

LIKE FALLING INTO AN OCEAN AND SLOWLY GIVING INTO THE HYPOTHERMIC DEATH NOT TRULY KNOWING—THAT IT’S COMING,

AND IN TURN,

RELIGION SEEMED TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS, I DID NOT WANT TO ANSWER

SPECIFICALLY,

THE ESSENCE UNDERLYING EXISTENCE,

AND THOUGH UNSUBSTANTIATED,

FALLACIOUS AND FANTASTIC,

FOR ME IT BECAME A REALITY BUILT ON AN ELASTIC RIM,

STRETCHING THE TRUTH TO ITS LIMIT OF TOLERANCE,

WHERE IT MADE SENSE OF THE EXISTENTIAL EXISTANCE IN MY HEAD,

THE THIN MARGIN BETWEEN WHICH FACT AND FICTION MEET IN AN ALMOST

CONTRADICTORY FRICTION…